I just looked at Laura's photo album. She's been on Katimavik since September so it's the first I've really seen her. Although we do talk on msn on occasion, it's a hard medium through which to convey reality, so the photos really help bring home what the experience is for her.
Fuck man, it looks like such a good time.
And yet I know, it's just not for me and this kind of saddens me.
Ok, I just spent about a minute straight staring at the screen thinking, "Actually, wait...why couldn't I do it?" I had reasons two minutes ago and now they seem kinda erroneous. I know I'm in school and everything, but I haven't really been all that happy with it this year. Shit. This is kinda freaking me out. I'm gonna go and think about this for a while.