Everyone that matters knows the major news of what's going on so I'll spare everyone (mostly me) the pain of recounting it. I'll get back into this; just a matter of time. I will say one thing though, a life lesson if you will:
It's never as good the second time around.
Does not matter what you're talking about. That really good sandwich you made yesterday; know what's gonna happen if you try to make it it? A tainted memory. Same with singing a great song twice in a row, ordering the same thing at a restaurant, casual sex, whatever. Any sort of recreation is doomed.